The Fire Fighter

  Francis Cottam

  The Fire Fighter

  For Gabriel, my son.

  For your gift of life.

  Contents

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  A Note on the Author

  One

  Crouched in the shade provided by the field gun, Finlay blew on his tea to cool it and waited for the figure approaching him across the sand to resolve itself out of heat shimmer and into recognizable shape. When it did it was the Colonel, so he rose and brushed the sand from his shorts and slopped the tea-leaves out of his canteen.

  ‘At ease,’ Colonel Baxter said. He nodded at the teastain on the sand. ‘You could have saved me a mouthful of that, Sergeant.’ Finlay liked Baxter. He was a popular officer. The Colonel was a career soldier. Command was not a novelty to him and so he never bullied the men. But it was unusual for the Colonel, alone and on foot, to seek out an enlisted man. Now he gestured at the gun in the shadow of which both men stood.

  ‘What’s wrong with it this time?’

  Finlay thought it would be easier to say what wasn’t. ‘Calibration, sir. We can’t properly calibrate the angle of the barrel. Worn parts. No replacement parts.’

  Baxter looked at the gun. ‘We had these bloody things at Ypres. They tended to sink in the mud on recoil. But at least when you wanted replacement bits you could go to a factory to get them and not to a bloody museum.’

  It was true. Finlay’s company had cannibalized their eight serviceable guns from an original twelve. Soon they would be down to six.

  ‘I suppose we have to look on the bright side,’ the Colonel said. ‘A pessimist would point out that we are short of guns. An optimist would argue that shells are consequently less scarce.’

  ‘Sir.’

  ‘Either way, it is no longer your concern.’

  ‘Sir?’

  But the Colonel would not look at him. Finlay was aware of a sand-fly droning close to his ear. Sweat trickled down his temples and a hot wind whipped particles of sand against the skin of his legs. Behind the Colonel, heat made the light ripple across the dunes. Despite his tea, Finlay was thirsty again. His mouth was so dry that he could not swallow when nervousness obliged the reflex. He wondered at the enormity of whatever it was he must have done wrong. The Colonel stroked the near wheel of the gun. It was steel and ridged and shiny-smooth with friction where the ridges ran over the ground.

  ‘We used to pull these with teams of horses,’ he said. ‘Don’t suppose the lorries in those days had the traction or the engine power. Lost an awful lot of horses. Honest beast, a horse. Four years. Two million horses. Hardly bears thinking about now.’

  The Colonel’s eyes clouded and for a moment Finlay knew that he was back there, at the Salient, his forty-pounders half-swallowed by the sucking ground. The Colonel cleared his throat and returned Finlay’s gaze. ‘When was your last home leave?’

  ‘Four and a half months ago, Colonel, sir.’

  ‘A lot can change in four months.’ Baxter looked at the sky. ‘Evidently a lot has.’

  Finlay said nothing.

  ‘They tell me you were a fireman in civilian life.’

  ‘I was, sir.’

  ‘A Chief Fire Officer.’

  Finlay nodded.

  ‘Why did you not apply for a commission?’

  ‘Borstal, sir.’

  ‘What?’

  ‘Reform school. I was convicted of a juvenile crime and sent away.’

  ‘I see. But you began the war in the fire service. Shouldn’t you have been exempted?’

  ‘I have a brother serving in a submarine. Last I heard he was under the Baltic Sea, Colonel. And like you, sir, my father served on the Western Front. Only he didn’t come home. I didn’t want to be exempted, sir. I volunteered.’

  ‘Why did you join the fire service?’

  ‘Can I ask what this is about, sir?’

  ‘Answer the question, Sergeant.’

  The sand-fly was still buzzing around Finlay’s ear. His fingers were linked at the small of his back, at ease. He was sweating freely despite the shade of the gun. His voice was harsh with thirst. ‘I was a tearaway as a boy, sir. A firebug. The police called me an arsonist and the doctor they sent me to labelled me a pyromaniac. I was just interested in fire, sir. It was something that fascinated me. Still does. I studied the rate and intensity at which things will burn. I suppose in my own way I made a science of fire. And because I know about setting fires, I understand better than most people how to put them out.’

  Baxter nodded. ‘Thank you. Now I understand.’ He cleared his throat. ‘I’ve received an urgent wireless message from Whitehall demanding your immediate return to England.’

  ‘England?’

  ‘You can forget all about calibration, laddie. You’re going home.’

  ‘I don’t understand, sir.’

  ‘Fire, Finlay. Home fires burning a mite too brightly. The Luftwaffe are fire-bombing London.’

  Finlay forgot himself and let out a whistle. ‘I hadn’t heard anything.’

  Baxter smiled. ‘Always the same in wartime. Ordnance might be scarce. But we’ve never any shortage of censors.’

  Senior officers did not speak like this to the men. Not even Baxter spoke this freely. Finlay doubted Baxter spoke like this even to his staff officers. He looked at the sand. Odd puckers of damp from the tea dregs, tiny craters, were still visible. He was thinking of his mother in her home in a terrace in Bootle behind the docks. He was wondering what it would be like to be a civilian again.

  ‘Things are grim,’ Baxter said. ‘Night after night of it. Indiscriminate. No let-up.’

  Finlay didn’t say anything. Fire was always indiscriminate.

  Colonel Baxter put a hand on his shoulder and leaned towards his ear and pressed with his fingers.

  ‘This isn’t a soft option, laddie. I imagine it is going to be pretty bloody for you. And no medals. Think about that when you’re worrying about your brother’s damp socks in that sub under the Baltic.’

  This close to Finlay, the Colonel smelled of lavender water and pipe tobacco.

  Finlay scoured his mess tin with sand, folded his Primus stove and put his kit away. He buckled his pack. His shoulders were immediately sore under their burden. He was still sunburned from a football game played with one side stripped to the waist to tell the teams apart. When had that been? Two days ago? Sunburn would soon be a memory. His papers were in his tunic pocket and the Colonel had told him to go straight to the airstrip and a waiting Tiger Moth. The airstrip was about a thousand yards from the base and he could hear the engine of the little biplane from that direction through the white-gold haze of heat. He turned once and saw the stiff figure of the Colonel walking back to the base. He felt sorry for Baxter and Baxter’s command of half-trained men and obsolete artillery pieces. The guns had not been good enough to breach German trenches twenty-odd years earlier in the war for which they had been manufactured. They had not been good enough to cut the German wire. What chance would they have in the future, in open conflict against advancing German tanks?

  Finlay unbuttoned his flies and pissed on the sand. He unhooked his water bottle and drank half its contents. He did not know the rank of the man piloting the waiting aeroplane. But he assumed it would be an officer and so had no idea when he would be given permission to take another drink.

  The man in the
blue overalls introduced himself as Arthur Babcock. He was about sixty years of age and very pale, with eyes that were nocturnal black and as busy and alert, Finlay observed, as those of a rodent. He led the way down the spiral of iron stairs with an electric torch pointed always at what would be the next step for Finlay’s descending feet. Finlay’s instinct was to falter and to feel; it was so dark in the shaft down which they travelled and the steps were so dim and so steep in the darkness. But Babcock progressed in front of him, casual, unseen, and finally they stopped on a landing and the thin beam of the electric torch lit upon a door. They were under Liverpool Street station. They were so far down, Finlay judged that only pumps could be keeping them above water. Babcock drew a bunch of keys and opened the door. The door was secured by two mortise locks and a Yale and was so narrow that even Babcock, who was a man with a build consistent with his rodent eyes, had to turn sideways to enter the space beyond. He switched off his torch. Finlay followed him. Babcock closed the door after them. Momentarily they stood in absolute blackness. And then Babcock switched on a wall light and the single room was revealed.

  The rear wall was curved, a concave parallel to the curve of the shaft in which the door to the room was set. The two side walls were flat. The room was about ten feet deep and ten wide and about eight feet high. The floor was covered in grey linoleum. Walls and ceiling were panelled in some dense, unvarnished hardwood. Finlay went over and tapped one wall.

  ‘Angle iron and concrete underneath,’ Babcock said. ‘We used the place for storage when we were building the Central line.’

  ‘That was a long time ago.’

  ‘Completed 1912,’ Babcock said. ‘On schedule.’

  The room was furnished with an army cot, an armchair, a wash-stand and a metal table and chair. There was a shelf of books and a telephone on a nightstand under a lamp by the cot. A green carpet covered the middle of the floor. A green floor-length curtain on an angled rail in one corner pulled back to reveal a lavatory. Two lengths of articulated hose penetrated a foot into the room from opposing corners of the ceiling. Each was stoppered by a copper cap.

  ‘Air pumps,’ Babcock said. ‘They aren’t always necessary and they make a bit of noise. The feeds are a long way apart, just in case one of them should get knocked out. The air might get a bit thin if you’re using a Primus to cook on or there’s a big set-to above.’

  ‘Set-to? You mean raid?’

  ‘I mean fire,’ Babcock said. ‘It’s fire that will devour your air.’

  Finlay nodded. Even here, he could now hear the dull crump of bombs, like a rumour of war, on the streets above.

  ‘First attack of the night,’ Babcock said, looking at the dial of his wristwatch. ‘Punctual chap, Jerry.’

  ‘Where do you shelter, Mr Babcock?’

  ‘It’s just Babcock, sir.’

  ‘It isn’t “sir”.’

  ‘The instruction film they showed at the Rialto urged me and the wife to build a shelter in our garden,’ Babcock said. ‘Anderson shelter. Very cosy it looked too. But I spent the last war in the trenches. Our sappers used to dig the officers’ shelters fifteen to twenty foot down. Packed tight in French clay. And if they took a direct hit, there was nothing left of them afterwards but vapour. That, and the fact that we don’t have a garden, decided me and the wife. We shelter in the Aldwych Underground station. You can usually get a cup of tea and the singing isn’t always entirely excruciating.’

  Finlay laughed. Babcock did not seem the sort to take his wife to the pictures. ‘Babcock?’

  ‘Chief Fire Officer?’

  ‘Do you think we’ll win this war?’

  Babcock looked around Finlay’s new home. ‘Maybe we should lose a war, for once. The Germans lost the last one and it doesn’t seem to have set them back unduly.’

  Above, the crump of bombs receded and advanced across the city with the density and volume of visiting death. ‘Is that what you really think?’

  Babcock blinked about him. He let out a long breath, as if containing something. ‘You’ll come back covered in soot from fighting fire and you’ll scrub and scrub with the soap in that dish over there and you’ll wonder why it isn’t getting you clean,’ he said. ‘And the reason is that it is rendered whale fat and not soap at all. Because there is no soap any more.’ He was silent for a moment. ‘I don’t think we’ll win this war, Chief Fire Officer, because I think we’ve already lost it. We just don’t know yet how to admit it to ourselves.’

  Finlay said nothing. Babcock smiled. ‘Here are your keys,’ he said. And he was gone.

  He had been wrong about the man who flew the Tiger Moth. The pilot had been a pilot sergeant, not a pilot officer. He had given Finlay a sheepskin flight jacket and fur-lined gauntlets and been happy to share rum from a pewter flask on the high, cold flight. They had landed on a stretch of shore, dim puddles of burning pitch strung out as landing lights, and two commandos in face-blacking and Royal Marine berets had paddled him half a mile in an inflatable boat to a waiting launch. The launch had taken him to a cruiser sitting at anchor on a dark sea and he had climbed a rope ladder to the deck and then been hauled aboard in silence. Aboard the cruiser Finlay was confined to a cabin, his meals brought to him, his smalls laundered, his questions ignored, until they docked at Southampton. He had disembarked and had his papers scrutinized and stamped and had been spoken to at last; debriefed, he was informed, by a man from the Ministry of War. The man wore the uniform of a major and the insouciance of a high-ranking civil servant. He wore exquisite leather gloves which, throughout the interview, he chose not to remove. Finlay was too weak and tired from vomiting to be capable of anger or indignation at his treatment. He was a poor sailor and had kept nothing in his stomach but for the odd sip of water during his eight nights and nine days at sea.

  From Southampton, Finlay had been taken to London by car, sharing a seat with the Major from the Ministry. The Major wore his gloves and smoked Piccadilly cigarettes ceaselessly through a tortoiseshell holder and remained silent throughout the journey. The car drove straight to a building on Whitehall and Finlay was told to wait in an ante-room off a larger room which, he saw briefly, was furnished with an ornate desk and a half-circle of chairs arranged to face it. Barrage balloons filled the otherwise vacant sky in the large window behind the desk. After an hour, a woman knocked on the door and entered, pushing a trolley of tea and biscuits. Finlay drank a cup of tea and ate a biscuit. The tea was strong and malty and tasted wonderful. The biscuit tasted of flour dust and fish oil.

  Whoever it was he was there to see must have been waylaid, because he saw nobody. When he had been waiting almost three hours in the ante-room, the door was opened by the Immaculate Major. The Major prompted Finlay with a small cough and a gloved forefinger and he was delivered to Liverpool Street and to Babcock, waiting in his blue overalls at the London Underground entrance adjacent to the main-line station, in Broad Street.

  Now, Finlay lay down on the army cot in his new quarters. He had slept only fitfully at sea and was very tired. He felt guilty that his fatigue was born of congenital weakness, and not combat, and wondered for a moment whether seasickness afflicted those sailors who served beneath and not on the surface of the ocean. Tom was five years younger than Jack Finlay and he loved his brother so intently that when he thought of him his face clenched and his eyes became wet with the indignant, fierce insistence of that love. Looking after his brother was a promise he had made his mother at his father’s grave in 1935, when Finlay had been twenty-four and his brother nineteen. But it felt to him so profound a pledge as to have been sworn in his mother’s womb.

  The telephone on the night table woke him with its unfamiliar ring, loud in the catacomb room they had provided him with beneath Liverpool Street.

  ‘Fire Officer Finlay?’

  ‘Speaking.’

  ‘My name is Grey.’

  ‘Mr Grey.’

  ‘In half an hour it will be dawn, Finlay. It is important that you know fully the rea
son you have been brought out of the front line. It is important you appreciate the urgency of the task you face here at home. With this in mind we’ve arranged a little tour and then a demonstration. Please meet me in half an hour at the Broad Street Underground entrance.’

  ‘Mr Grey?’

  ‘Finlay.’ The voice sounded strange: pitched between tedium and anger.

  ‘How will I know you?’

  ‘I’ll know you, Finlay. Your photograph is in your file.’

  It was ten in the evening by the time the car returning Finlay pulled, lightless, into Broad Street. There was a smell of burn in the air; of ash and cordite and petroleum. It seeped through the heavy doors into the wood and leather of the car interior. But the bombs sounded far away.

  ‘The docks at Chatham,’ Grey said by way of explanation. Finlay nodded. ‘Sometimes I wonder at the paradox of such a disciplined race as the Hun employing surprise as a tool of warfare. I wonder if it doesn’t tax them, psychologically, more than it does us.’

  ‘It’s us that’s doing the dying,’ Finlay said.

  Grey nodded. ‘That’s true.’ He was hunched into the seat, his head sunk on his chest and his neck drawn into the collar of his coat. Now he stretched forward and opened his briefcase, on the floor between his feet. He reached into it and pulled out a bottle of whisky, showing Finlay the label as he raised his eyebrows in a gesture of invitation. Finlay nodded. Grey leaned forward and said something that, even this close, Finlay didn’t catch, to his driver. Finlay looked at the driver, all that was visible of him a heavy wedge of shaven neck between the coat collar rising above massive shoulders and the band of his chauffeur’s cap. The driver pulled up to the kerb and the two passengers stepped out of the car.

  ‘You don’t mind if I have a quick rinse?’

  ‘Be my guest,’ Grey said. He was seated in the single armchair in Finlay’s quarters with his drink, amber, held in front of his face in a tooth glass. ‘Didn’t you take a shower at the facility?’

  ‘I did,’ Finlay said, unbuttoning his shirt half-way down the chest and then pulling it over his head. ‘It didn’t quite get rid of the stink.’ He went over to the wash-stand and poured water from a jug and splashed it over his face and the back of his neck.